Baby close that suitcase you've been packin'
Just sit down and talk to me a while
I know you tried to tell me what was lackin'
But I guess I must have missed it by a mile
Well this time girl I swear to you I'll listen
Help me understand where I went wrong
It's hard to find myself in this position
Prayin' I'll go crazy once your gone

Help me hold on...to what we had
Once our love was strong, it can be again
You said it takes two, to make love last
You were right all along so help me hold on

What have I got do to make it better?
What have I got to do to make you see
That even though I promised you forever
I never knew how hard that would be
I realize I took your love for granted
But I've learned that love worth havin' don't come free
And I'll pay any price it takes to keep you
Satisfied and stayin here with me...

Help me hold on...to what we had
Once our love was strong, it can be again
You said it takes two, to make love last
You were right all along so help me hold on

Help me hold on...to what we had
Once our love was strong, it can be again
You said it takes two, to make love last
You were right all along so help me hold on

You were right all along
So help me hold on

IM SORRY!!!!!

WHATS HANNENNIN!!!!! So, ok lots and lots and lots has been happening! First of all, I came back home! Im getting a car next week...YEA! Then me and Britt are getting our apt in 3 weeks! Thats the good stuff! Next, Friday night..... me and Cody went to JAIL!! Yeah, I know! I got charged with an open container (tequilla), & minor in posession of alcohol. Cody got a DUI (yep, definitely lost his license until he is 21), and open container. I feel so bad cause he just got his new Civic last week and already lost it! I guess we are the Modern day Bonnie and Clyde...LOL! But on some real shit, its not even a joke! All my "friends" are all getting busted for dealing. One in particular that I love to death is probably wont be here for another 2 weeks. I just wish everybody would quit hustling drugs before they really get in some shit! Im so glad I stopped a long time ago. So I am here to tell everyone right now, PC PoPo's aint playing! They are gonna get you for anything and everything they can! Im not smoking pot and drinking for a WHILE! Its not even worth it! But other than that things are good! Me and Cody are getting married next week. NOT! LOL, but I love him more than anything! He is my heart and soul and I never thought we would make it this far!

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turn My Life Around,
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile My Face Glow
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I Ever Know
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I love you sweetheart!

GO SEE ME AND MY BABYGIRL BRITT GRAY AT WORK!! www.the-alley-cartersville.com. Click on pics and you will see us in the Feb and Mar album.

"Relationships" is one of those multi-purpose words. It can cover your friendships, your family ties, and your church connections. Those "relationships" are made up of special people who share your happiness AND your pain. They're the people who laugh with you, listen to you when you need to talk, pray with you, encourage you, and support you through adversity. And I have found all of these qualities in CODY! God knew that I would need that kind of support, so he gave me the relationships that I have, my family, my CLOSE friends (Brittany, Devin, Alfy, and a few others who I trust entirely), my other half (Cody), and last his family which has quickily become mine as well! And I thank him for the ones he has brought into my life. I read a quote today that made me think about the people that I am so grateful for. It said "I cannot even imagine where I would be today were it not for that handful of friends who have given me a heart full of joy. Let's face it- friends make life a lot more fun" -Charles Swindoll. I love my life right now, even though an outsider would look at me and wonder how. Yeah I am constantly stressed out, but I get stronger every day. I couldnt ask for anything else (except a car-LOL). And I am growing so much as these struggles continue to erupt. And every time I overcome one, I am suddenly faced with another. I believe its Gods way of teaching me. And I wouldnt be the person that I am today without the hard times I have faced.

TO MY BABY:

Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered. -1Corinthians 13:4-5. 

 I couldn't have ever imagined being as happy as I am with someone. I am such an independent person, I always have been. Never could be with someone and remain faithful for long. But with Cody, its so different. He is incredible, and he makes me so happy. I love him more than anything! And I wouldnt trade him for a single other person. And coming from me, that must mean he is pretty special! LOL! Baby: I love you so much! Here is my song to you....I never realized it until you played it the other night for me!

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment FOREVER
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I TREASURE
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and THANK GOD WE'RE TOGETHER 
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I DON'T WANNA MISS ONE
I DON'T WANNA MISS ONE  
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your  so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do